I've made so many mistakes and regrets in my life that makes me wonder:" what the hell am I doing in my life?". Sometimes I fear, I'm putting myself on the edge of destruction and choosing not to be happy by choice. I need to fix myself. I need to make myself-better, wiser, stronger. Next time around, the next time I meet you, I promise, I'll do things right. But for now, let me have this moment to accept I am not yet ready. I am not yet in my best shape. I have to work on "ME".